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I have fish. I have the final part of

shana0809's present to post tomorrow. I have fish. I got 68 on my Philosophy test which is way better than I thought I'd done and is only two marks off first-level. Did I mention I have fish?

*sighs* Then I got the email from the Study Abroad people, telling me I have to confirm I'm going abroad next year by this Friday, along with a list of preferred universities. Which means I have to actually make a final decision one way or the other by tomorrow morning, so I can get the list together and send the email. And I still have no idea which way I'm leaning. Everyone keeps saying if they had the chance to go they'd be there, but they aren't the ones having to decide. And I don't know. It's not so much the distance or having to adapt to a new teaching system or even the amount of work I know I'd have to do, because that's just details. It's knowing that it would eat up all my money and my loan and would I have enough money to enjoy being there, because if I'm constantly broke I know I'll be miserable. But the experience... and I'm just going over the same points again now. I need a decision, one way or another and I have no idea. *sighs again* Hey I just noticed that R is on the email list. Weird. *contemplates* Maybe it isn't her.

But! I have fish! ^___^ Orange and white fantails who have been dubbed Gonzo and Rizzo. I agreed to let Kayleigh choose and 'own' Rizzo on the condition she feeds them when I go home for the weekends. ;) They're swimming happily around, enjoying the current from the filter which I had to turn down to half-power - I turned it on full and they went 'wwwwheeeeeeeeeeeee' across the tank towards it because they're too small to swim against it. ^__^ I love teh pretteh. There may be another one added at some point, already to be named Miss Piggy. It's so nice to have them at last. *bounces*

Fic and pictures are being worked on, in between flatmate distractions. Should get at least something done tonight.

Need to go think now. *sighs*

Clo