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clo_againI feel a bit empty after that match. I never really expected Andy to win, then I did, then he didn't and I don't know if that was right or fair but I do know that I cried over the pictures of Roger after the AO final last night and I did want him to make history. And I shouldn't be surprised given how I felt going in but Andy Roddick earned every point of that match.
All in all, I don't really know what to say. I'm so proud of both of them. I'm so proud of how far they've come from 2004. And heartbroken at the same time, because I really don't think the losses cut so deep in those days.
So instead have the song that's become my song for these championships. It was the first song I heard after Andy won on Friday and it's been pretty much on repeat since then.
Into the Fire - Thirteen Senses. It sounds like I feel right now.
I'm going to go- digest. Somehow. I don't know. I'm happy and- not.
I wish no one had had to win. That match didn't deserve a loser. Even if I'm much better right now than the emotional wreck I was last year, I still- don't know.
All in all, I don't really know what to say. I'm so proud of both of them. I'm so proud of how far they've come from 2004. And heartbroken at the same time, because I really don't think the losses cut so deep in those days.
So instead have the song that's become my song for these championships. It was the first song I heard after Andy won on Friday and it's been pretty much on repeat since then.
Into the Fire - Thirteen Senses. It sounds like I feel right now.
I'm going to go- digest. Somehow. I don't know. I'm happy and- not.
I wish no one had had to win. That match didn't deserve a loser. Even if I'm much better right now than the emotional wreck I was last year, I still- don't know.
