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Jul. 17th, 2006 11:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
clo_againSo not awake. The point of sleeping two hours every afternoon is to stay awake longer at night but my room just *doesn't* cool down and I'm losing laptop-typing skills what with spending too much time on the Keyboard of Awesomeness (that has enough shiny shortcut buttons to make me very, very lazy) so even writing downstairs is a struggle. Starting to suspect early evening is the best ficcing time because I'm the most awake, slightly cooler, vaguely coherent. This whole hot summer thing? Getting old.
I really suck at being motivated lately. Over a week later? Still haven't started my CV. Still have uni stuff un-unpacked because I haven't cleared space in my cupboards yet. Haven't even started and that's going to take me, oh, *days* with the sheer amount of crap I love to keep. Accomplishing something, *anything*, is the order of the day tomorrow. Apart from hiding in Tescos's beautiful air conditioning under the excuse of buying food, because that so doesn't count.
Autumn. It feels like such a long way away right now. Knowing that I'm twenty-one then and I don't *want* to be twenty-one, I'm not sure whether I'd rather stay melting in this summer forever or just get to October and be done with it.
I really suck at being motivated lately. Over a week later? Still haven't started my CV. Still have uni stuff un-unpacked because I haven't cleared space in my cupboards yet. Haven't even started and that's going to take me, oh, *days* with the sheer amount of crap I love to keep. Accomplishing something, *anything*, is the order of the day tomorrow. Apart from hiding in Tescos's beautiful air conditioning under the excuse of buying food, because that so doesn't count.
Autumn. It feels like such a long way away right now. Knowing that I'm twenty-one then and I don't *want* to be twenty-one, I'm not sure whether I'd rather stay melting in this summer forever or just get to October and be done with it.
