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Apr. 24th, 2006 05:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
clo_againI just properly worked out dates and such for all my deadlines and I cannot have a week more than I thought. I really can't. No one is that lucky. Okay so it's still insane and I'm going to spend the next month slowly *going* insane but perhaps not quite as insane as I thought, since it looks like I actually have a good week and a half to revise for my Victorians exam, when I thought I'd have less than a week. And more than the four or so days I thought I had between my Lolita project and handing in the creative writing porfolios I still haven't got mentally sorted out yet.
Just possibly, if I start to actually work instead of stressing over how much work I'm not doing, I might just survive this month. Huh.
And I got a (provisional due to the lecturer not-marking-work-officially-strike but I got the impression it wouldn't go down and only a mark if it does, and may just in some alternate reality of Supreme Happiness go up a mark to a First) 69 on my Middlemarch essay. Which means, if I can manage not to completely go walkabout in the exam, I should get a 2:1 for this course and if I could bring myself to actually work hard on exam revision in the extra week that's appeared in my timetable, I can dream of getting enough marks over a First to push my course average up to a First.
Which won't happen but it's nice that it's *there*. All I have to do is not screw up this next month and passing second year uni is a possiblity. Which it's kind of not been at times last term.
One month. I can concentrate for one lousy month. I read Middlemarch; nothing can be worse than that.
...Off to watch Neighbours down in the JCR now though. ^_^
Just possibly, if I start to actually work instead of stressing over how much work I'm not doing, I might just survive this month. Huh.
And I got a (provisional due to the lecturer not-marking-work-officially-strike but I got the impression it wouldn't go down and only a mark if it does, and may just in some alternate reality of Supreme Happiness go up a mark to a First) 69 on my Middlemarch essay. Which means, if I can manage not to completely go walkabout in the exam, I should get a 2:1 for this course and if I could bring myself to actually work hard on exam revision in the extra week that's appeared in my timetable, I can dream of getting enough marks over a First to push my course average up to a First.
Which won't happen but it's nice that it's *there*. All I have to do is not screw up this next month and passing second year uni is a possiblity. Which it's kind of not been at times last term.
One month. I can concentrate for one lousy month. I read Middlemarch; nothing can be worse than that.
...Off to watch Neighbours down in the JCR now though. ^_^
