My *entire* family...

..is driving me fucking nuts tonight. Not for any particular reason, although I'd hazard a guess that it's because I'm ficcing and can't retreat to my room and listen to angry music till I calm down which is my usual option. I'm seriously considering moving to the laptop upstairs because I *need* to write this Inmate thing and I also *need* to get the hell away from my family right now. They aren't even doing anything in particular, just breathing and being here. I'm in a "I need my own fucking space" mood. Dammit I wish I had my own house. Fuck.

Why do I swear every other word when I'm pissed? Grrrr. I need to finish ficcing so I can go. I don't even know why they're annoying me this much.

College was good today. Lots of music videos in Media. I want to make mine on Evanescence's 'My Last Breath' but I need a female "singer" who looks sorta gothic - and I'm not making it till September so it doesn't really matter right now.

Pinpointed a possible reason for my annoyance; a month or so ago I wanted a job in Waterstones but when I asked about jobs they brushed me off. Just now the woman's friend Sue called and her son Alec just got a Saturday job in Waterstones. Plus he's getting paid a bloody fortune for it. Fuckers. Now my parents are having a go at me for not getting a job. I *tried* goddammit, s'not my fault. AND because he's working there he's seen a copy of the Order of the Phoenix. And he knows which character dies. And he isn't allowed to FUCKING TELL ME!!!

Jeez, I'm in such a bad mood all of a sudden. I'm off to fight with my muses now - that always makes me feel better.

Clo