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YOU CANNOT SHOW ME APPARENTLY!DEAD DEREK AND THEN JUST LEAVE IT. YOU REALLY REALLY CAN'T. YOU UTTER UTTER BASTARDS.

Derek/Meredith is my happy pairing. My this-show-puts-them-through-crap-to-make-the-inevitable-happy-ending-better pairing. This is my only show that's going to end like Harry fucking Potter's epilogue and I want that dammit!

I'm now reading episode summaries to work out when it might be. Wikipedia only has detailed summaries up until episode six. I mourn for my sanity with this show. It's not supposed to make me stressed; it's my mindless popcorn show and all of a sudden it gives me apparently!dead Derek. Damn you series previews.


Uh, the 'rents are home and we're supposed to be going shopping... but I'm still slouching on the sofa in my PJs. Uh. I should stop reading episode summaries and go now.