*sighs*

Sometimes I wish people would stop drawing so beautifully well. *feels all small and unable to draw* Then I realise they have to draw well to make me want to draw better. The fact I can't actually draw better right now nonewithstanding. *sighs* It's so pretty.

Horse riding was EXCELLENT. I did have a vague feeling of 'Oh My God, I'm doing everything WRONG' but she (the instructor) said at the end of the lesson I did great considering I hadn't ridden for a few years. So I did good! Only then I got into a tangle with putting my horse's headcollar back on at the end of the lesson. -_- I can't remember *everything* my first lesson back! I think I managed in the end. He was in the middle of the stables anyway so he couldn't have gotten far if I had screwed up. Hhhhmm. No, I did fine. So it was all good. And we cantered and everything. I lvoe cantering. ^___^ Most people in the lesson were from the hotel there and going home after the lesson but there was one Irish guy with I think his own horse, who I'd say was the best in the lesson. Now I just have to find a time when I can have another lesson because there's all this stuff going on for my dad's b-day next weeek so I can't get a lift. :-( Maybe in the week.....

My parents = irritating assholes. They say it's too lonely for me to go on bikerides through the country lanes on my own. Which is the POINT, I want to egt away from THEM every so often, jesus. It's like when they wouldn't let me walk up Snowdon with Lucy, Alicia and Charlotte a few years ago to raise money. -_- "Oh no, it's too fucking dangerous." You'd think I was made of sodding glass for christssake. Morons.

And on that note, I'm off to get dressed, not that I'm going anywhere. Parents owe me money. Parents have not yet given me money. Equals me not bothering to go anywhere as am broke. -_- *sighs*

Still no reply from MSN on the Planet Helen fuck-up. Joy.

Clo